sometimes when life just starts to perk up
there'll always be something that pulls it down again
and sometimes when life had just been the very best
its also the worsest time of ure life
complicated much??

seriously i dun understand it myself
but i felt today that i was lost
i found frens, and lost them
then find another dem, wen agn i lose touch of that them
in a way its supose to be them hurting me
but it ends up i was the one who was hurting "them"
AND that makes me hurt myself much worser
farg up much canns my life??
....and yea. thx mum for makin it much better den before. NOT

oh gyea. AND sometimes i wish that people have the manners to tell me their plans first beforehand
think very little of me didnt you??
afraid that i would be against it???
STOOP-** or wat tinking that i would prevent u ppl from duin wat u want?????!
TALK ABT BEING FRENS FER SO LONG
padahal kaw yang tak phm aku siot. bacin
padahal padahal
im supa pissed like farg sakkk!!


and PMS. ahhh double fargg
no wonder i had been sooo cranky the last few days
so much to think that it wouldnt affect me. =.= dohh
sadly i carn deny the true facts of life
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and yarp. saddening so much that it hurts like anitink
i wonder wat u have tinking...most prob everything bad abt me rite now
not that i blame u much...
u were having a hard time and i was just being an ass...
not understanding you and being attitude at the wrong point of time
but i guess i was just too afraid
i feel too much for already
much than the fact i actually could
im still sorry though if i made u mad...or make u sad
but yea. just so u knw. it hurts me like mad too.
im reli sorry abt today
perhaps maybe if after this we never talk again, its probly for the best
as of not, after you LEAVE, it'll probly makes me much more lost than anitink ....